Hola people!!!! So, hows summer vacations going?
Well as for me I just hate the idea of these holidays being the last summer vacations of our school life! And the tragic part is that this thought has been bugging me every day since I first realized it. Actually I was made to realize the same by none other than my Pol Sc. teacher. Before that I had not really attached that tag to these vacations and subsequently the importance that is bound to come along!
It's as if this word 'last' has become the key word of my life since I have entered class 12- last year in school, last summer vacation, last year with your lunatic friends!!!
Over the previous days (you may consider me crazy, but I am ready to confess) I have been really contemplating hard how to make my holidays meaningful. It's like every single minute I want to see myself doing something, whether that something be studying, writing, reading, surfing the net or even shopping! The moment I sit down at my sofa to breathe a moment of inactivity, pangs of guilt start striking me as if moving at a supersonic speed towards me to blast me off! Don't know why but my mind is running amok with emotions and feelings a little unknown to me!
When I take a plunge into my inner self, I think I know why it's all happening. I guess I am expecting too much out of these days or to put it right myself. In this whirlpool of emotions I am trying a little too hard to make these holidays the perfect heyday of my life so that there is no trace of regret or anguish that can possibly nibble its way into my spirit. Maybe I am trying to create happiness in and around me.
But I am glad that all this happened to me. It has made me confront and accept (happily) an essential truth of life. True happiness cannot be fabricated. For that let your heart go wherever it wants to. Don't clip its wings even before it starts on its flight. Give yourself a chance instead of subjecting yourself to unnecessary criticism.
Once that happens, your world will turn into that paradise that you have been frantically searching for!!
Well as for me I just hate the idea of these holidays being the last summer vacations of our school life! And the tragic part is that this thought has been bugging me every day since I first realized it. Actually I was made to realize the same by none other than my Pol Sc. teacher. Before that I had not really attached that tag to these vacations and subsequently the importance that is bound to come along!
It's as if this word 'last' has become the key word of my life since I have entered class 12- last year in school, last summer vacation, last year with your lunatic friends!!!
Over the previous days (you may consider me crazy, but I am ready to confess) I have been really contemplating hard how to make my holidays meaningful. It's like every single minute I want to see myself doing something, whether that something be studying, writing, reading, surfing the net or even shopping! The moment I sit down at my sofa to breathe a moment of inactivity, pangs of guilt start striking me as if moving at a supersonic speed towards me to blast me off! Don't know why but my mind is running amok with emotions and feelings a little unknown to me!
When I take a plunge into my inner self, I think I know why it's all happening. I guess I am expecting too much out of these days or to put it right myself. In this whirlpool of emotions I am trying a little too hard to make these holidays the perfect heyday of my life so that there is no trace of regret or anguish that can possibly nibble its way into my spirit. Maybe I am trying to create happiness in and around me.
But I am glad that all this happened to me. It has made me confront and accept (happily) an essential truth of life. True happiness cannot be fabricated. For that let your heart go wherever it wants to. Don't clip its wings even before it starts on its flight. Give yourself a chance instead of subjecting yourself to unnecessary criticism.
Once that happens, your world will turn into that paradise that you have been frantically searching for!!
Absolutely true Sugandha...yeh din na aayenge dobara..loved it!
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